Its a love of mine .

"Poetry is a nice dream, that ends with the alarm clock ringing and your eyes opening".

June 18 2011

the sun
climbs up
an invisible ladder,
made of sky.
eyes closed
breeze touches
her flawless face
the yellow of the sun
and the yellow of the flower
blind her
in a glowing, pleasant light.
her fingers skim
the top of the unkept grass
the bottom of her feet
embracing the warm soil underneath
the water beside her
slowly grains warmth
as does her heart
like it does every year
at the
start of summer .

A tiny ray of hope .

sunlight seeped

its way

through her thick

maroon curtains

spreading it’s

unmistakable glow

onto her

cotton-pale face

she closed her eyes and let

the afternoon ray

wash over her

her wine-red lips curving into a small

sad smile

no need to mourn

to stress

to wail

for there would always be

a tiny ray of hope

What the hell?

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQmEd_UeeIk

On repeat all day.
Love this song.
Love this girl.

Writer's Block.

Wow, so only my third consecutive day blogging and I’m already facing a severe case of writer’s block. For those of you idiots that don’t know what that is, “Writer's block is a condition, associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work. The condition varies widely in intensity. It can be trivial, a temporary difficulty in dealing with the task at hand. At the other extreme, some "blocked" writers have been unable to work for years on end, and some have even abandoned their careers. It can manifest as the affected writer viewing their work as inferior or unsuitable, when in fact it could be the opposite.”

Uhh yeah, I’m HOPING it’s not the “rest of their life” kind cause I have a hefty English essay due next week. And a whole career ahead of me. But I really can’t *think* right now. I made myself a cup of hot chocolate, and I actually opened a blank MS file, ready to pour my heart out and just write, but I just can’t. Anyways, I’ll use this excuse no more than once a month? :) Although, I still feel like a fail for using it too soon. It’s been a long day, good night everyone! 

Snow day & HBD Iqra (L)

Yeah, I just witnessed the first official snow day of my life, and yeah, it wasn’t as epic as I thought it’d be, cause I’ve seen worse snow, but thanks anyways TDSB! I always loved the Arthur ‘snow day’ episode and no, it didn’t end up happening that way, but it was fun anyways J

More importantly, happy seventeenth birthday to one of my best friends, Iqra. You’ve always been a lucky charm for me (I know that’s what you call me about you too), but wow, first snow day in history for me, and on your birthday? You’re a saint. But this means I never got to see you on your actual birthday, or decorate your locker L My first close friend at my ‘real’ high school, so of course you’re always going to hold a special place in my heart. You’ve helped me through so much, and you always end up making me feel so much better in every tough mess. I love you! You know how parents always want their kids to hang out with ‘other good kids so it rubs off’, yeah, you’re one of those good people ;). You’re always pushing me to do better in school, and I owe it all to you. You’ve got the perfect sense of humor, you’re so smart, and you’re never boring to talk to.  I love how you’re one of the few brown girls like me who loves hockey. I love how I can tell you anything and you always understand. You give amazing advice, and I really can’t imagine school without you! Don’t ever change, you’re awesome, I know you’re going to get far, and I know we’re going to be really good friends forever <3

Let's get down to business.

So, professionally speaking, a blog could be defined as…                                                 

Main Entry:    blog

Part of Speech:    n

Definition:   an online diary; a personal chronological log ofthoughts published on a Web page; also calledWeblog, Web log

Example:    Typically updated daily, blogs often reflect thepersonality of the author.

Etymology:    shortened form of Weblog

Usage:    blog, blogged, blogging v, blogger n

Right, so I think it’s time I finally started writing on this damn thing. The only person that I’m good friends with and actually has one of these is my dear friend “LL”. (Let’s keep it at that, cause I’m making this truly anonymous, and therefore I can’t expose anyone). She doesn’t write on it every day but on a fairly acceptable basis. To make up for my - err, laziness, I vow to start writing as of February 1, 2011 every single day. Yeah, that’s right, every 24 hours. It’s my first new year’s resolution, which brings me to the rest of them.

2) Stop procrastinating.

Specifically, this goes for school, but could pretty much go with every other aspect of my life too. So my AP Psychology Intelligence test on February 8th? Yeah, I’m going to start studying for that today. Mhmm, and assignments that are due on a Friday, should be completed by Tuesday? I’m just pretty much going to stop leaving things till the last day. I get stressed out really easily, so now I can avoid so much of that and besides nothing like a good feeling when everyone’s all frantic the period before a test, but you’re all ready.

3) Don’t be late for anything, ever.

Especially for school. My homeroom class is AP Economics, and I have the chillest teacher on this whole planet, so even if I walk in half an hour late (which happens more often than you’d think), he doesn’t say anything or marks me late. Clearly, I took advantage of, but this year, I hope to be in class 5 minutes before the bell rings, every day. Not that I try to be late, its just something that comes to me!

4) Since were on a “be-a-nerd” roll, pay attention the whole 60 minutes in every class.             

Don’t doodle. Don’t stare at pictures of Sidney Crosby. Don’t talk. Don’t daydream. Don’t listen to music. Don’t zone off. Stay there. Listen to every word. Take it all down.

5) Eat healthier?

Yeah, and drink more water. Random, but essentially important. Besides, water solves like everything.

6) Watch more movies/TV/ & more recreational reading.

Uhh, yeah, didn’t see that one coming did you? And it’s really not what it looks like. It’s just that in my free time, I spend it ALL on FB/MSN, like I spend at least 6 hours in a day on it, so yeah, I’m going to be more productive and use that time more wisely.

7) At least half an hour on iht.com every day (New York Times).

Apparently, reading the newspaper increases your knowledge a lot, so what’s better than reading from the most prestigious newspaper in the world? Plus, it just opens your mind, and yeah, other beneficial things. J

Uhh, yeah, I can’t seem to think of anything else for now. I just really want to get those 7 up and running in my life. This blog idea seems to be the most tempting one. Hope you guys enjoy! :D